Let me start with this: i truly don't care whether people are gay or not. They are who they are and i accept and love them for who they are. Gay, straight, bi ... i see everyone as a person, not a class of people. i can't wait until the day when we stop trying to break society into a number of factions or groups and, instead, we start viewing everyone as distinctly different but still a valued part of the human race.
With that said, and maybe it was the pride weekend postings i saw from West Hollywood, but i was thinking about the question this weekend. i was pleasantly surprised when i saw that Thumper also was thinking about the question. See his posting here: "How i Know i am Not Gay"
Like Thumper, i must profess that "i love pussy." My Wife does not believe me, but i could camp out down there and nuzzle, kiss, lick, suck and otherwise enjoy my time for hours. i love the taste and, even more, i love the pleasure that giving oral provides to the recipient. But it doesn't stop there for me.
|i love the feminine form ... even when it is me pretending to be feminine.|
As i explore my innermost thoughts, desires and dreams, i find that i would love to be a woman; i am not, however, attracted to men. i think the male body, including the penis, just is not pretty or cute. In all of the pictures i see of gay men, and of all of the gay men that are my friends, i just am not attracted to them sexually. Thinking of men in a sexual manner does nothing to turn me on. i just enjoy being with women sexually too much.
On the other hand, and maybe confusingly, a penis on a shemale/transvestite/transgender/crossdresser ... i need to spend more time dwelling on that before i can come to any conclusions. The softness of the appearance usually is enough for me to forgive the existence/presence of a penis. For now, i'll call that a draw.
In any event, i am convinced that i am a little bit gay: the female part of me loves women and so, if i was a woman, i would definitely be a lesbian. Because i have a part of me that is feminine...i am a lesbian trapped in a male body; that makes me just a little bit gay.
There, i said it, i am a little bit gay. ;-)