As i write this, according to my Days Since app, it has been 3 days, 2 hours and 57 minutes since i put myself into my Mature Metal chastity cage and closed the lock. She is aware that i am locked but doesn't seem too interested in playing; She's been through a lot lately and still isn't fully healed so i understand Her lack of desire to play.
Only three days in and my desire for sexual contact of any kind is starting to increase. i can feel the urges to handle things myself increasing but i really want to resist so not having the keys to my relief, so to speak, is very helpful. This is just a short post for today - more like a journal entry.
i will say, since it has been so long since i've locked away, the slight discomfort that arises from time to time is a reminder to me of why i do this: not for me, but for Her. It increases my focus on things that should matter more to me.
my to do list for today:
(1) develop a weekly chore list to ease Her burden going into the new year (if anyone has one, i'd love to see it)
(2) walk or run 10,000 steps
(3) clean up the kitchen