Sunday, May 20, 2012

Today, She Has the Keys

For those who follow me on Twitter or on Facebook, you already know that, as of last night, She has the keys to my lock. How did this happen, i've been asked.

Let me start by setting the stage. My birthday was Friday and it had been almost a month since my Wife and i had been intimate. Frustration and, quite frankly, a touch of sadness had crept into my emotions. As we watched television together, after a nice sushi dinner, i noticed an ankle bracelet around Her ankle. i didn't buy Her an ankle bracelet; it was on my list to buy for a later celebration. Intrigued, i asked where She got the jewelry. She explained that Her mother had given it to Her as a gift. All i could envision was a silver key to my chastity cage dangling from the silver ankle bracelet.

That night, She initiated, maybe as a birthday present of sorts, a night of passionate lovemaking with extended foreplay. As i nuzzled against Her neck, i began to whisper in Her ear about using my chastity device more often. She was moist. i continued to describe in vivid detail the various things She could request of me as i worked to earn freedom from the locked chastity device. She became downright wet and very sexually responsive. Maybe i had touched a nerve? Maybe the honesty was the turn on? Whatever it was, something triggered an amazing reaction in Her.

After an amazing night of sex, better than any in recent memory, i drifted off to sleep. Saturday morning, as soon as Target opened, i walked in to purchase shaving supplies and a silver padlock (all of my padlocks were gold/brass colored, which doesn't match any of Her jewelry). When She left to run errands on Saturday afternoon, i shaved and locked myself into the CB6000s. i spent the rest of the day locked, unbeknownst to Her. i wanted to tell Her all day, but i was afraid of how She might react. She worked on a project late into the evening and, because She knew i had to be awake early on Sunday to drive our son to a sports practice, She encouraged me to go to bed without Her.

Upstairs, by myself, i sat and thought about my predicament: i wanted Her to take control of my keys but i didn't want to turn Her off. i knew that this mental tug of war could go on for years - if i wanted any shot at making enforced chastity a reality, i needed to be honest with Her and ask Her to be involved. i sat and wrote a short letter to Her. The letter explained that i meant everything i said in the heat of the previous evening's lovemaking. The letter explained that, while She was free to refuse, i wanted to be locked into chastity and i wanted Her to hold the keys. When i was satisfied with the letter, i put the signed letter together with the keys on Her bathroom counter; a location She would be sure to visit before bed.

Nervously, i went to bed and turned out the lights. My cock encased in polycarbonate and secured with a padlock. The keys were sitting on Her counter - no longer in my control. Maybe this was a bad idea. Maybe it will turn Her off and upset Her. Maybe this was a bad idea. Maybe it will turn Her on and i will be locked away forever. My heart pounded. My pupils dilated. My throat dried. The physical reactions i was experiencing were nothing compared to the sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach and the butterflies that took hold as soon as i heard Her feet on the stairs.

This was it. She was coming upstairs. She certainly would go into the bathroom. i had set into motion a chain of events that no longer could be stopped. i closed my eyes and pretended to sleep; pillow positioned over my eyes. My senses fully awakened.

As Her footsteps grew louder, my pulse rate increased. She walked past the bed. i could smell Her perfume. i heard the light switch in the bathroom, then nothing. Silence. Deafening silence. Finally, i heard the clinking of keys. She must have picked them up.

After another moment of silence, She lifted the pillow. "I don't understand," She said. My heart sank. Now i was confused. What in my letter could She not understand? i softly asked, "Don't understand what?". It turns out, She was confused about why i went out and bought a new padlock. Once i explained my reasoning, She seemed to be satisfied and went back downstairs, knowing that i was laying in bed with the chastity cage locked in place. A race resumed between my mind and my pulse rate.

After about a half-hour, She returned. She turned out the lights, crawled onto my side of the bed and snuggled up next to me. She wanted a back rub. She was exploring Her newfound control and sense of authority. i obliged. As i rubbed, She began to become more and more sexually excited. After a 45 minute massage, when invited, my hands, lips and tongue began to massage Her breasts and Her inner thighs. i crawled all over Her. i explored. i nibbled on Her neck and ears. i felt like a teenager again. She whispered questions. "Doesn't it hurt?" "How does it work?" "Are you comfortable?" In response to Her commenting that She didn't always want to be in control in bed, we arrived at a compromise: She could control my cock and when it gets used but i will take control in bed as soon as She asks. Immediately upon settling on that compromise, She asked that i unlock because She wanted to feel me inside of Her.

Sounds great to me...so far.

4 comments:

  1. It sounds as if you've made a good start. Understand that it will take time until she is comfortable with the situation, and able to take on, guilt free, the role of keyholder. Good luck!

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  2. I just came across your blog and have found it very interesting as I am in a similiar situation although I am a few steps behind you. I could relate to your post about finding a device that is both comfortable (especially for the testicles) and that looks vanilla enough for my wife to accept. She has no problem with denying me and taking the lead in our relationship. Those things, while moving slowly have at least been progressing. As for the device, we have only had some brief discussions about that. I am very curious to hear how things end up playing out for you since you mentioned that you also have a fairly conservative wife. One thought that I had as an introduction for my wife and possibly even a long term set up is that I only be required to wear the device when not in her presence. With that in mind, each morning I must attach the device, get dressed, and present her with the key. I guess there would have to always be the threat of a random inspection with dire circumstances if I were not actually locked up. Then each evening when we see each other again she would give me the key and I could let myself out. The rule being that I could never mention the key and would have to wait patiently for her to decide when I should have it. If I end up coming home in not the best of moods from something at work I would of course not get the key until I deserved it. She would also have the option of not giving it to me at all if she wanted to demonstrate some extra authority that night or if she thought that I needed a punishment for something. This of course would not be long term chastity that I think many guys would still like to try - but it does solve the problem of her not really having to see or deal with the device. It also solves the problem that longer term wear can be uncomfortable and possibly not the best thing for you. My other thought is that the added ceremony of handing her the key each day and waiting at night along with knowing that I am locked away when not in her presence would start to make her feel more and more in control and she would flourish in her role even more than she does now. And she never really sees the device unless she wants to. Anyway, as mentioned, I'm curiuos to hear how things work out. As with any of this I always try to remember that there will be ebbs and flows.

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  3. That is great!!! It is some feeling when your wife says that she will allow you to wear a chastity device with her approval. The only better feeling is when you put it on in front of her, hand her the lock, and when she puts the lock on and snaps it closedfor the first time. The sound of the lock being closed, that little "click" is priceless, the most arousing sound ever. She has taken full control of your orgasms, something you dreamed about, and now it has come true. Hope she makes you wait 3 months as my wife does.

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